Almost Fiddlers. Played at the 9th Annual Shu House Party tonight.. I didn't do so well, but I'd only really ever tried a couple of the songs.. I'm guessing Donna won't be going with me to Fiddler's now as we had a falling out this past Wednesday. One of the hardest things I've ever done/am doing..

Cracked my right index finger good on a cow bell tonight.

Don't guess I'm going to rent a car then.. I need to go by the library and get a couple of books on CD.. I should also take Monday off so I don't have to drive so far in one sitting.

Donna said in her message from this morning how odd it was that I'm 'Just gone.' God I want to be mad at her, but I can't. I want to grab her shoulders and look and say, "Don't you realize what's happening?"

It occurs to me that no one I've ever taken to fiddlers has made it back a second time. That's curious.